Welcome to my pity party! The theme is romance. And perhaps, all relationships I manage to destroy.
Bear witness to my pathetic attempts to find love. This place will serve akin to a diary containing my private thoughts and experiences for all the Internet to gawk at and ridicule. Judge me you dusty and unmoisturized bastards. I only hope to make cringe worthy confessions, and to display my desperate and melodramatic delusions which will at times come across a tad disturbed. Here will convey my jealousy, envy, pessimism, and repulsion of any sense of normalcy. Be entertained while thinking “at least my life/mind isn’t that bad!”
Let’s cut to the chase. I promise to repeatedly, time after time, refuse to learn the lessons that all along friendship is the true love of life, and how no perfect romantic relationships exist. I will deny over and over again that what I feel has anything to do with loneliness as I hold within too much pride and stubbornness. My ego will remain out of control and cause every single downfall and failure. I will bounce between two extremes of accepting being forever alone and wanting three committed partners simultaneously. To top everything off, an all-pervading questioning if I am actually serious or not will permeate in every post. Take everything with a grain of salt! I am very on the whim and forgetful.
To depart on a positive note: I love cats, croissants, and candles. 🐱🥐🕯