I am completely infatuated with my coworker. This feels like some sort of cruelty and I only have myself to blame. I know a relationship would never happen! But I feel interested in someone for the first time in a decade. What stupidity!
This must be my life leveling out for those times when someone had a crush on me and I felt nothing. Or all those times I just felt nothing for anyone, romantic or platonic.
There is something wrong with me, and I apparently refuse to face it.